Sunday....

I'm in the office, its raining in PTA and my chest has this heavy, sad feeling, there is a few things which have contributed to this heavy chest feeling. 1stly my car was bumped and its going to cost me over R5k to fix it, and i feel sad just sad, I'm see-ing some -one and for the protection of his identity we shall call him."Muntu" now me and muntu decided to start dating on the 4or 5 or6 of Jan can't say i remember..... but the point is. Muntu and i seem like we not so sure if this is the right thing to do... i like him , but i have my reservations about him which i have told him about. IE.. I'm looking for a live partner, some one whose ready to be thee man in my life, take care of me, protect me, some one, i will nature and support and truly speaking i don't feel like Muntu can do all of this he is a bit young for all this responsibility...taking care of people, his still worried about taking care of him self and....nw way the big Q is then why am i dating him.... the answer is..... i think i like him and his the kind of guy i would want as a life partner him+3yrs of maturity....:).... let me go home to cook a warm Sunday love....:-*........ (mmmmmmmmmmmmmm....)