Thursday, January 27, 2011

Good bye Jan Hello Feb

Its been a long Jan for me, specially the past week, i was broke broke broke. but Feb is apon us and im looking forward to it, its my birthday month after all.

Today would be good day to review and edit my 2011 list so here goes.

  1. Find love - I want to find a partner who will be part of my life and i part of his.one who is going to work with me to build an empire of contentness...... = not much progress
  2.  Get my son into crech in my hood. =Done
  3. I want to change my JOB . I want to be a project manager , i'm very good at getting projects done and executed. = working on this, but i must def do better, so far i have not been invited to any interview,but ill be sure to get an interview in Feb
  4. Pheneominal woman - NGO. iIwant to have my 1st event by June 2011. =i have not even started, disgusted by myself, so i will do better next month
  5. Azali to have its first job /project. = why is so difiicult to start your own things sho.. i need help on this,
  6. Go to cape town on the 15-22 april =ok i have 3poeple booked for CP except my son, action plan finalise my son's ticket by the 31 jan 2011. but other than that all is in order
  7. Go to europe and LA from the 12 June to The  20 July 2011 = im not so sure about this anymore.due to STG?(social club), might be doing a local trip so will have to see in May whats is the status q
  8. Save money %)K towards my house. = this is the 1st month, i will save 1000
  9. Save money #)K towards my birthday in 2013 =this is the 1st month and i will save 500
  10. finish my vision board-= i guess this is an on going process, so im still busy.
  11. My big 28th birthday party on the 26 Feb,
Additions to the list, 11. My big 28th birthday on the 26 Feb, already started with the planning and giftss for my guests, i hope this will come thru just as i want it to, i.have to send the invites by the 4 Feb 2011..

Results of review= very bad progress specially on the NB issues. more focus must be given to task 1,4 and 5.

Friday, January 21, 2011

Happy 20th Jan

It was Muntu's b-day yesterday... and we went out for sushi.. which was nice, then went out partying-- which i must say is getting old...as in I'm losing the excitement of sitting and drinking, at a place with really load music...mmmm is it  the beginning of old age...

Random thoughts.

My 2011 wish list has take such a back seat its not cool.i need to revisit and tick off staff that is complete.
I'm feeling sick from all the partying yesterday..so not cool.

i feel odd minded about my party on the 26th of Feb. not sure why... but i have definitely decided I'm not drinking on the day....

I love my son.... love him. he always makes me smile.

This month must come to an end already.. I'm so broke, i have to lock my self in this wknd so that i don't spend the last cent which is for petrol..damn....

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Sunday....

I'm in the office, its raining in PTA and my chest has this heavy, sad feeling, there is a few things which have contributed to this heavy chest feeling. 1stly my car was bumped and its going to cost me over R5k to fix it, and i feel sad just sad, I'm see-ing some -one and for the protection of his identity we shall call him."Muntu" now me and muntu decided to start dating on the 4or 5 or6 of Jan can't say i remember..... but the point is. Muntu and i seem like we not so sure if this is the right thing to do... i like him , but i have my reservations about him which i have told him about. IE.. I'm looking for a live partner, some one whose ready to be thee man in my life, take care of me, protect me, some one, i will nature and support and truly speaking i don't feel like Muntu can do all of this he is a bit young for all this responsibility...taking care of people, his still worried about taking care of him self and....nw way the big Q is then why am i dating him.... the answer is..... i think i like him and his the kind of guy i would want as a life partner him+3yrs of maturity....:).... let me go home to cook a warm Sunday love....:-*........ (mmmmmmmmmmmmmm....)

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

1 day at Crech

Today was my sons 1st day at creche, such a brave little guys .. dropped him off and and chatted with the teacher for a few minutes , my brave son was already busy playing  with other kids..cute cute cute...

I'm Aggressively job hunting for a Project manager post, which i know i will get soon.. hey:-) positive enegy & thinking...
Sorted out flights for the cape town trip except for my baby's ticket, I'm still trying to sort that one out, then i will have officially completed two gaols on my list.
hapi what a good start to the year.
 work is :-(....... the face says it all....
oh some thing new,,, I'm learning Italian.
buongiorno...grazie;....

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

5% progress. hey good for me

11 days into the year and the plan is still at its early stages’ .I have been hunting for a crèche to take my son to and boy are they expensive $$$ I found one which I love but its juts too much , so I settled for the reasonable one(me consoling myself) I told a friend today that is I was driving a Bentley the my son would go to that expensive school but because I’m not driving a Bentley he is going to go to the not so expensive school…. Which mean I need to get my Grind On so I can drive the Bentley and afford the rest…..
Ref: 3 days to 2011 blog.
My list of thing to be done in 2011, so far I have found a school for my fabulous Son, I have started to work on my vision board and I have book my flights to the mother city(I just have to finalise the payment (Jan not a good month))
I know know, why start with the easy things????
Well cos… they are easy,, that’s why…… my next move is the career; my goal is to have moved to a project manager job by the 1 March 2011….
I think my list is going to increase or what I’ll do is,… once I have completed a task I’ll add a new one…. so if we were checking on progress I’d say I'm 5% complete. …hey.. I must celebrate even the smallest of things…