Pain, Work, Valenatines, Patry

These word hav been buzzing in my head for he past 4 days.

I have this throat infection- which feels like a cancer growth. every time i swallow i experience so much pain. the whole of my face just feels like its being smashed with a red brick(don t ask me y a red brick)...

work Ive been off work due to this un-explained sickness.-- but i realise more and more that i need to get a job,
i send lots of applications last week let's hope for the best, (had one regret letter from investec.. that cool ill still apply to other places)

Valentines- haike this was a waste of a day. i spent most of the day in (bed+pain).... feeling like a zombie..i wished i would hav had my friends at the least.. send me flowers, no even chocolates coz i don't like them anymore... but nope got nether. slept it out, i did get an sms from TJ and a flower from baby boyza.... and muntu.. so ja that was valentine .....

Party party, im in between about calling Moloko or taking the party to cuban.... still deciding


all in all im still in pain., im still looking for a new JOB,im still single.............

love life. ciao

Oh my dear Dori Doo- Independent woman

It is a sad tym when an independent woman is being judged for being independent... i get this a lot, I'm told I'm too independent that's why i will not get a husband or a boyfriend.. well let me play this out for you.
I'm hosting a party later this month and ill be fully funding this party cos hey after all its my party(rigfht mr destiny)..... ok. yes i hav a man, and no he is not helping out with any of the cost..... hav i asked him....No.... Do i need too ask when he can see I'm spending money for the party , he can just offer "akere"............

anyway the too independent view comes in coz,

it would be nice to hav some-one offer to assist, but if some one does not i will do it myself.... which mean i will see no need in the future to be asking help from people when hosting parties cozz hey i can do it my self.....................

independent or not.. i take that if you can do something by yourself with out anyones help... you will be fine for future occarences...................


other than that..... all is good and im liking the TJ............

life at 13:28 on the 4 Feb 2011

Its hot outside, true to PTA's nature of always changing weather..... I'm in the office, thinking about the weekend  since its Friday... my plans for the week end.. finalise the party venue which has all of a sudden become an issue.. the place i want to have the party seems to be a challenge so I'm hoping to meet up with the owner of the venue and sort out the issue(DJ, platters, setting....) .

life in the heart.... not much life there..im feeling somewhat sad about the fact that im with Muntu but i hardly talk to him, i hardly seem him.... and the sad part im not doing anything about it,..... ok the plan is once Muntu gets back from his trip i will sit him down and discuss the situation....

..i just lunch with a very good friend of mile ,,,,will call him the mail man.... sweet guy.as always.....
i miss TJ.......DR...........

its amazing how you can have lots of people in you life and still feel alone...........sad hey......


hapi friday ....