Its been a while.... but im back..

Procastinantion-- such a sickness..jo...i have been postponing to blog for the past 2 months... i guess i was bored to write about my hectic life(contradiction i know boring and hectic)
anyway here goes nothing..

im going to blog as it pops in my mind.so here goes...

1. I broke up with My Muntu....a week after my birthday...to cut the long story short we both realized it was not going to work coz.. we(i) did no give full commitment to the so called relationship.

2, Just came back from cape town and it was OFF THE HOOK.....the best time of my life... my son had so much fun.. i think his going to want live in CPT when he grows up.lol....

 While in cape town... i met up with sum very interesting characters.
"The Youngster, Cougar,Lol.".. those are his name.... sweet guy.. full of adventure, camps bay the worker's,....BT the work's....
"My Dawg Vuz"- very nice guy ,,,, introduced us to all he fish in cape town.... i mean all the fish.... shooo cape town has so much fish.. we went to a party on the last Friday in CPT and the was a ratio of 1:5 of women to men... so can you imagine all that fun....

We also met up with Mr Maloloooo..... aiiike i can't blog much about his coz his just controversial in his nature nje....all i can say is.. our stay in CPT was fully paid for. and we enjoyed every minute.

so now my live has to continue...

i if i look at my 2011 list i have completed 4 items on the list.

i'll be sure to review it so we can see my progress....phela that's the whole point of this blog.. to see if i can achieve all the things on the 2011 list

till next time... xoxo

E E Cummings...to my future husband

"i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
                                  i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)"

xoxi

Too much

I find it so hard to maintane this blog.. shoooo, most of the time im not in a good mood and i just dont feel like spelling out what are my problems.....

Anyway....things r moving so slow... the party has come and gone... (thank gudness)
The CPT trip is still on track every one's tickets hav been sorted.....(i need this holiday...)
the NGO is sort of picking up steam... i am envolved in planning a easer egg hunt for thembisa Hospital (cool staff)
Azali is still domant-- i realy cant say why...but im busy with a business plan so thats something right...
-action plan look for my 1st scoping of PA job.....lets take it from there...
i have sort of slowed down in looking for a new job, coz i have the NGO and Azali keeping me busy.... and work is starting to pick up. i have interesting projects on my table....

The long weekend

I'm so loking forward to sleeping till 9am on monday morning... hoop hoop.....


Be fabulous and be happy.
Thats all from me today......

Bye feb holle March....

What a great month, Feb was Fabulous..... thank you to all the hard work. he party was fabulous,
What went down...in Feb . every day was about the party,party invites,party food,party cost...i was a lot of planning... and im glad it has past.im officialy broke,thans to the party.

But its a new month and im looking forward to it.
My plans for the month ,
Save as much money as i can. start saving for the 50k which i need for the house next year. if i can at least save 2% as a start.
cover up my reduce my dept from jan and Feb.
Go out less.go out once a week.
Spend lots of tym with the Spheza..

Pain, Work, Valenatines, Patry

These word hav been buzzing in my head for he past 4 days.

I have this throat infection- which feels like a cancer growth. every time i swallow i experience so much pain. the whole of my face just feels like its being smashed with a red brick(don t ask me y a red brick)...

work Ive been off work due to this un-explained sickness.-- but i realise more and more that i need to get a job,
i send lots of applications last week let's hope for the best, (had one regret letter from investec.. that cool ill still apply to other places)

Valentines- haike this was a waste of a day. i spent most of the day in (bed+pain).... feeling like a zombie..i wished i would hav had my friends at the least.. send me flowers, no even chocolates coz i don't like them anymore... but nope got nether. slept it out, i did get an sms from TJ and a flower from baby boyza.... and muntu.. so ja that was valentine .....

Party party, im in between about calling Moloko or taking the party to cuban.... still deciding


all in all im still in pain., im still looking for a new JOB,im still single.............

love life. ciao

Oh my dear Dori Doo- Independent woman

It is a sad tym when an independent woman is being judged for being independent... i get this a lot, I'm told I'm too independent that's why i will not get a husband or a boyfriend.. well let me play this out for you.
I'm hosting a party later this month and ill be fully funding this party cos hey after all its my party(rigfht mr destiny)..... ok. yes i hav a man, and no he is not helping out with any of the cost..... hav i asked him....No.... Do i need too ask when he can see I'm spending money for the party , he can just offer "akere"............

anyway the too independent view comes in coz,

it would be nice to hav some-one offer to assist, but if some one does not i will do it myself.... which mean i will see no need in the future to be asking help from people when hosting parties cozz hey i can do it my self.....................

independent or not.. i take that if you can do something by yourself with out anyones help... you will be fine for future occarences...................


other than that..... all is good and im liking the TJ............

life at 13:28 on the 4 Feb 2011

Its hot outside, true to PTA's nature of always changing weather..... I'm in the office, thinking about the weekend  since its Friday... my plans for the week end.. finalise the party venue which has all of a sudden become an issue.. the place i want to have the party seems to be a challenge so I'm hoping to meet up with the owner of the venue and sort out the issue(DJ, platters, setting....) .

life in the heart.... not much life there..im feeling somewhat sad about the fact that im with Muntu but i hardly talk to him, i hardly seem him.... and the sad part im not doing anything about it,..... ok the plan is once Muntu gets back from his trip i will sit him down and discuss the situation....

..i just lunch with a very good friend of mile ,,,,will call him the mail man.... sweet guy.as always.....
i miss TJ.......DR...........

its amazing how you can have lots of people in you life and still feel alone...........sad hey......


hapi friday ....